urs4evasomdev
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I hide secrets from myself, I live a lie, i think of you and i simply cry! If you were to leave, you shud just leave, The pain is beyond what i can bare,
Time will not erase the hurt i feel deep inside, There are some scars which cud never heal, Why dosent this fear just leave me alone, It lingers in my soul and mind, bringing me pain,
My once childish dreams, held in your smile, My once softness, held in your pride, I held your hand all through these years, Captivated by your stregth was scared to let go,
Hurry up and come back, was the last thing i said to him, I never knew he wudnt come back, and now my lilttle baby's gone, When you cried, i cried, when you smiled, i smiled along with you, I wouldnt abandon you but its not even easy holding on to you,
All I thought I needed was me and boyfriend in this lonely world, we gave all our trust, all our faith, all our love, Every night, i'd cry myself to sleep, trying to feel ur presence, Every day, i'd pray for you asif you were still alive,
I can hear you saying forever, and i cant just stand here and wait, If love had to save us, then look at what love gave us, Im so tired of lying to myself, thinking of our family potrait, It never will be, those dreams can never come true,
Somebody tell me why I'm still misising you, tell me why i wanna fullfill all your dreams, I try to tell myself, I have to go a long way, I smile, mocking at my own thoughts of you,
Lord help me!Father help me! Give me a reply, I don't have a mom or dad, to me help me get through! My world is simply ending, and i send my love to you, But i just fear that this simplicity of mine wont do!
~~**Minu**~~
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