a change not worth it

lonely as i was in life,
banged in a princess,
stepped over my character,
made me realise i'm nothing...

changed me with time,
to the greatest person i could ever be,
pinched me with care,
slapped me hapiness...

diversed my image into a new object,
reflected me in the mirror of darkness,
refracted me to the depth of joy,
scattered me under the floods of sorrow...

all she never did was,
say a YES,
a yes to a relationship,
and banged me to reallity again...

rejected my love,
placed a hurdle in my life,
crossing it meant success,
and i failed to cross it...

the failure threw me into a new world,
world of depression and tears,
and here i'm in my world,
all alone...i'm back alone...

Excellent dead heart.