Darling (Your's Raaj)

Darling
Don't know whether I can use this word
But I loved more than any one in this world
I kept your image in my heart
I filled your memories in my mind and living my life

I feel you everytime and everywhere ''Darling''
And I never missed you even for a second
But this world made me to realize that I am alone here
And now I really need you my ''Darling''

Your smiling face used to say that you love me
Your every word that you spoke to me , made me to feel that you love me
But how can I be So blind and So onesided
That I am waiting for the past 13 years for you my love
And the other side, You don't even remember my name

Now  I called you and expressed everything about my love
And I tried to remember you all the memories that I held in my mind
Now you recognize me and like me
But you said you cannot love me
I told that I will wait some more years even whole my life for you
But you said it's tooo late
Darling ! You would have given me few minutes , I would have shown you how much I love you
In every of my breath I feel you
In every of my heart beat I still love you
So , let me live this life in a feel that you still love me ''Darling''  ............Raaj

Thank you very much for your wonderful comments , i write here like you one day she may see this and she may understand me how much i love her........Raaj

Raaj jee,

Very expressive bit of a poem..I respect 'true lovers' and you seem to be one..13 yrs is a not a small period..I wish you get your love back..!Ameen!