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dead heart
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After you said those hurtful words,
A tear rolled down my cheek.
I couldn't believe the words I had heard,
My body suddenly turned so weak.
We talked about why we broke up,
We talked like we were friends.
My heart inside still felt torn.
Why did this have to come to an end?
We often got into arguments,
I couldn't even look you in the eye,
I had fallen so deep in love,
Now it felt like I was going to die.
I soon came to think everything you said was a lie.
I guess I felt that way because I felt so hurt inside.
You reassured me everything you said was true,
So all that was left for me was to believe you.
Every now and then you get this attitude,
You claim you don't love me anymore,
But deep inside I think you do.
If you don't, it doesn't matter, because I still love you.
Through different ways I tried to let you know how I felt,
But you refused to listen.
Evidently, all you thought about was yourself.
You quickly replaced me with another boy.
I couldn't move on because you were still my world.
It truly hurt when you chose my friend.
When did this torture begin?
When does it end?
Finally I hooked up with your friend,
Which I obviously didn't intend.
No, I didn't do it out of revenge,
I asked her out, now I'm her boyfriend.
Yes, she's nice, sweet, and cute,
But I don't know why
I'm still in love with you.
I told everything about me,
I wanted you to stay with me,
I tried to be everything you wanted me to be,
But that wasn't good enough, I see.
Well, I don't know what else there is to say,
And I know I probably won't get my way,
But that's okay, because I still and always will love you anyway.
Please, just hear me out, that's all I can say.
I hope one day we can be more than just friends,
Then we can have a serious relationship instead.
This poem is not fake or pretend.
I hope you can learn to love me again,
Now I'm saying goodbye until then...NM
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