I Am Sorry My Tears....

I am sorry my tears
Coz I have trapped you ,
Whenever you wanted to flow
I have always stopped you.

I know inside for you
It is very suffocating ,
But even if you flow
Nothing you will be getting .

You will flow
And get vanished somewhere ,
And till that time
People will show that they do care .

So better don't expect
A anybodyÂ’s sympathy ,
You are true
You don't deserve false pity.

I know you wanna come out
To make me feel relieved ,
What you think ?
Will this make my wounds get healed?

Rather than you
Its more painful for me
My dreams getting shattered
Is what everyday I see .

Still I smile
And pretend to be carefree ,
But whats behind ?
Nobody ever tried to see .

Like a poison inside me
Still I wanna you to hold ,
Desperately I wanna breath
But my breaths have turned frozen and cold .

Through my body
Like blood you run ,
Now you are my night
And the only sun .

So don't feel hurted
And never do leave my eyes ,
A bond of love
Ours relation is so nice .

Whenever I smile - you glitter
And make my eyes glow ,
So please wait till my death
Maybe then from every eye you will flow.

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"Live your life as an exclamation !......and not as an explanation"

Ricky ji



mhafil to abhi sajni shuru huye hai abhi to mahfil zamna baki hai bhut sey kaderdanu ka ana baki hai app to chand logo key aney sey khushi key ahsoo geraney lagey abhi to humara mahfil mey ana baki rah gaya.

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her lamha bus tha unka entjar subha sey leyker tha bus unhi ka karar dil tha key kaeyta tha vo nahi ahngey per ahkhey kerti thi sirf unka entjar.

pooji pleas dont call me sonu ji yaar just call me sonu now we are talking for perty long time now so no formailty please.

ok pooji mey ab ki comma dalungi taki kesi ko padney mey mushkil na hu

i hide my tears wen i see ur name
but the pain in my heart still remains
although i smile and seem carefree
theres noone who will miss u more than me ...

wooha.....
wow..!!
it was a good one
sonu.....ji...!

Sometimes   you    gotto    steal    it   away
Sometimes   you   gotto   heal   it anyway
Sometimes   you have to snatch and hold
Sometimes even protect from turning cold
Sometimes   it   becomes   a   deep   desire
Sometimes   it   leads   to despair
Sometimes   you want it, may be   don’t
Sometimes you will leave it, may be won’t
Sometimes It will make you want to run and hide
Sometimes it will wash you away with a tide
Sometimes you become lire
Sometimes you are set on fire
Sometimes you wonder it is your heart or mind

very nice tosha keep it up

somtime you got a belive it
somtime you got a heal it
somtime you got a feel it
somtime you got a tell the truth
somtime you have to lie
somtime you belive in friendship
somtime you got a fight with whats right
somtime you have the person you  love
somtime he/she live you alone.

Sonu ji, your poem is very beautiful but I see things otherwise. I also don't agree with this quote in your profile, ""Live your life as an exclamation !......and not as an explanation" That is because, whoever tries to live their life as an "exclamation" they will only be focussing on themselves and trying to impress the others, which although not selfish but would not be sharing. It's through "explanation" or sharing that we find a lot of happiness. I know it doesn't have to be like that, but I'm still persuaded into writing this poem below:

Don't hold your tears
Let them flow
Tears fall
To break our fall
They teach us a lesson
In sacrificing all
Even though I don't believe
In sacrifice at all
I believe it's better
To live your life fairly
For yourself and all
Who the hell cares
If someone cries when I go
I'd much rather I don't cry
NOW NOW NOW
Nor make others cry so!