I truly love you

I am really tired of you, my love
I am tired in every single aspect
Just to make you know how much I love you
Just to make you understand that I cannot live without you
But you took more than a decade
Just to let me know that you never interested in me
Now I left with many holes in my heart
Bleeding continuously ........
I thought to fill them with few hopes
Oh my love! you haven't left me a single hope to live

I cried out every single night
Now I am tired of these tears
And I am really tired of all these pains
I think, I need a break, I say this to myself every day
But I don't know why my day starts with your dreams that you left me last night
And my night ends with few tears in my eyes remembering that everything was a dream

''Baby I really love you a lot
I am unable to live this life without you''
When I say this words to myself
My voice starts shivering
My heart beat starts fastening
And a second comes where everything stops functioning in my body
Then suddenly I take a long breath
As I am just overtaking the death

I don't know when my end is?
But I can see, it's very near
I never bothered about my death , baby
But I truly bothered just to see you happy for ever
And my true love will always be alive
Just to take care of you  ..........Raaj

Thanks for your comments and i really appreciate you and your time in reading my work....Raaj

 .......hav no wrds......heart touching lines.....awsome creation

hiii...
thanks for your read , please feel free to correct my grammatical errors. i love to learn........Raaj