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liza
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When he comes near to me ,my eyes go down
When he passes near by from me,my heartbeat goes up.
At first look,there was a great feeling in my body,
my body trembling and eyes keep looking at him.
I looked at him,when he was standing by the clerk office
I keep looking at him,
what's wrong with me,
oh God!keep away from him,
He is new for me,
Why I have feeling for him.
He comes more closer to me,
Exuseme!Show classroom to me.
Oh God !he has the same class as that of me,
I will not study if he will be with me.
He gets into another section and will study without me,
Oh God!I want him in my section to be study with me and more closer to me.
What I want to be far away from him or to be more closer to him.
At recess I stand by the room of my class and keep looking at him,
When he gave a glance ,I hide myself from him,
He stand in his friends group and notified me,
I pretend myself from my friends ,I am looking at him.
Sometimes professor send students to sit outside the classs for test,
When he sit outside for test,
I come out from class either for drinking water or by making any excuse,
When I sit outside the class for test,
he also came out from his class.
We both use one bahana ,
we are going to drink water,
We have seperate sections but same class.
My neck always move to look at him,
I got surprised when he also looked at me.
We never talk to one another,
I always wait for him to tell something to me,
Days passes,months passses,years passes,
he didn't say anything to me,
after school ,it was difficult for me to live without him.
Person I love the most,
why move to Australia.
Even not passed from my street to say bye from eyes.
I moved to United States,
Amost 2 year in united states,
tried to find out his contact,
never able to make it.
Oh God!Is it one side love,
that I can't make it.
Where is he in Aus,
I have no idea,
Is he still remember me,
or does he already has life partner with him.
School days passed very quickly,
college days passed , these two years passed.
Why I never ever talk to him,
but still I love him.(Not yet completed.)
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