My mind is playing a game

My mind is playing a game
Asking me talk to you
In night & day
With nobody there to listen me
Jus fooling myself
By taking your name, several times
Thinking, u might hear me once
But it tires me apart
As you never bn there
To answer my heart.


My mind is playing a game
Asking to do cuts, as many as I can
Thinking you might feel the pain
Then it is a gain
& if you didn’t
Then, I must bleed it again n again
Till the moment
You feel the same
It’s so hard to control
What is going in me
As no one knows
I m dying for whom?
& no one can believe
I m, in love with him
Who doesn’t loves me an inch.


My mind is playing a game
Asking me to do such things
Which I shudn’t
& helpless to my innermost
All I do, with full force & zest
The intensity is so high & at its peak
At that moment of time
Company of you, I seeks
Knowing that, u never will be there
To comfort me
& it simply breaks me
Like cold ice of a sea
Then tears flow from eyes
Which also fails to wet u
To let u know
I m needing u more & more.


My mind is playing a game
Asking me, to leave dis world
As soon as possible I can
Thinking, m making my near one’s sad
With rains of no end
As I cant tie with other, another thn you
& for it, my family will suffer
So I need to go
With time,my absence will cover up
As u don’t want me & for me
There is no reason
To stay & live, so let me go
Up in the sky, away from all & u
Wishing happiness always b with u
Plz forgive me
For the trouble, I given you
Let me go now
So no me will ever emerge for you...

beautiful....

vry nice lines