To my mother(maa)

Hi maa (mom) , how are you ?
I am doing great maa
Here I have so many friends
I find a girl friend too maa
Here the life is great
I am very busy with my friends every time
I never feel home sickness maa
I am very happy
Maa, I started drinking beer
Because my girl friend drinks
I am really enjoying every day
Night clubs and pubs
With many friends around me all time
Every one cares a lot for me
I love these people maa
I bought new jeans and awesome t-shirt
I will send you the photos soon
I am thinking to buy a car maa
London life is really a dream come true for me
I laugh and smile a lot
Every time
You know maa, I am practicing moon walk
Now I can do that like Michael Jackson
I eat 4-5 times a day
I sleep 9-10 hours a day
My health is doing well
If any thing happens then my doctor is there to take care
I am still lazy maa
I have no hard work to do
So easy life

These are the lies which I tell to my mother
But the truth is …

Maa , I am not doing well since the day I left the home
Every time I think , when I will go to my home
Here I have no single friend maa
I have no girl friend either
Here the life is very struggling
I am very busy with my work all the time
My work sucks my life maa
I feel like I want to run away from all these problems
Really Maa, I am not happy
No one is here to care for me
I never drink maa, I am your son

I never even know what is enjoyment means , maa
I never even saw how a night club look like
I saw a jeans and t-shirt maa,
I really want to buy , but I didn’t
Because maa , I promised to buy a best saree for you
My happiness is not to see me happy
But to see you happy maa
Maa, I am alone every time
I feel like I really need some one maa

Really maa, London life is like a night mare for me
Which I am dreaming everyday
I dance just to impress you maa
I missed my smile and I forgot to laugh
I only eat 1 time a day maa,
I really feel hungry and I catch my empty stomach
I just think of the biryani you made on that day maa
I remember every time that our family is on my shoulder maa
So I cannot even sleep
I work 16-17 hours a day
I sleep for 5-6 hours a day
I think my health is ruining
But I cannot even think of other things
Until I make my father’s dream true
If any thing happens to me ,maa
I cannot even go to a Doctor , you know
Why I am so unlucky maa
Why my life is just filled with only hard work
It’s really very hard to live maa, some times I think of dying
I just sit in the dark room every time
I feel I am saying all these things to you
Can you hear me maa

I really need a hug maa
And I really want to cry a lot

I really miss you maa………………Raaj

thanks for ur wonderful comments , but most of the people who r living in abroad are not like me, they got atleast few friends .......