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Invisible to him

by TOUCHY on August 23, 2005, 06:21:02 PM

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I met him through some friends of mine. From the first night, I found him absolutely fascinating. There was a usual hang-out spot, where everyone would meet at various times. He usually went in the mornings, very early in the mornings.

I began staying up all night so I could be there early and ready just to watch him. I am a quiet person. Usually just sitting back and listening to him talk, hearing his voice and what he had to say. He was soo funny, and very sweet, not to mention Smart! My friend knew how I felt about him, she made fun of me. lol.
He spoke to me sometimes, not anything great, just comments and things. We only had one serious conversation and it was about marriage and things, other than that..he didn't notice me. He was busy talking, playing music, or flirting with several other girls. He was a player, but he was beautiful to me.
We were friends. It was difficult to sit and watch his flirting back and forth with all these girls, not even knowing hes breakng my heart. He could do so much better than them. He had bad taste and like easy girls.
I avoided talking to any other guys on a personal level because I was devoted to him, I know... this sounds like I am a psyco, but it wasnt like that. Everyday he was the center of my world, and I was invisible to him....
He had to know how I felt, it was rather obvious. I know for sure it was not my looks that he didnt like. And he didnt know my personality well enough to dislike it. Perhaps it was the age difference. He was about 20 years older.
I dont think he even realized the age difference, actually, because he doesnt pay attention to anything that has to do with me. Maybe it is because I was too reserved and quiet to catch his attention. He had more fun with the loud silly girls who flirted with every guy in sight. A shame, he is so much better than that. I never even told him how I feel about him, I didnt have the courage.
Anyway I stopped going to this place. I didnt want to think of him. I didnt want to know about his behaviour with so many other females. It was a waste of my energy, and I knew I would never have a chance with him. I was invisible to him, he didnt even notice me.

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