Mera naam "K@HIN@@R" kyo rkha gya....? A story..

  Good Job Kohinoor...na jaane kyu mehsoos ho rha hai k iss kahani mein aane waale palon mein ek tufaan chhipa hua hai ..aksar sataane ka ye khel ulta hi pad jaat hai..ummid karti hu iss kahani mein aisa khuch na hua ho...God Bless U

MARCH/18/2007
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""...AI JINDGI!!
KHTM KR DE AB YE YAADON K SILSILE...
MAI THAK SI GAI HUN
...KHUD KO TASALLIYA'N DETE-DETE...""
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3 mhine ho chuke hai aapko gye hue...!!
Gujre 3 mhino me aisa ek lmha b nhi gujra hai jb mene aapko yaad na kia ho...
...mgar aap shayad mujhe bhool gye hain.
...aap to kehte they ki ,"KOHINOOR,agar mai kisi din b tumhe na dekhun to mujhe apni saansen rukti hui si mehsoos hoti hain.."
Aap mere bagair ek pl b nhi gujaar pate they...to pichle 3 mhine aapne kaise gujare Shajarf..?
...mujhe hr baat ka jawaab chahiye aapse!
Mai maanti hun ki mujhse glti hui thi...mgar
Jo sja aap mujhe de rhe hain wo meri jaan le lega..!
Aapko mujhpe tras nhi aata??
Mera jra b khyaal nhi hai aapko??
...parso'n se board exam hai mera...
Aapne math me dictinction lane k liye kaha tha na...mai jaroor laungi...
Kya pta aapki naraajgi isi se khtm ho jaye..
MAI INTJAAR KARUNGI AAPKA...

MAY/30/2007
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""...AAJ TK KAYAM HAI TUMHARE LAUT AANE KI UMMEED,
AAJ TK THEHRI HUI HAI ZINDGI TUMHARE LIYE...""
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...aaj result nikla hai mera..
Pta hai Shaaji,maine apna school top kia hai...
Maths me mujhe 92 number mile hain...
Jbse aap gye hain tbse maine badminton aur cricket bat ko hath b nhi lgaya hai...
Mujhe lga tha ki aaj aap jaroor aayenge...mgar aap nhi aaye na!!
Theek hai...mt aaiye lekin ek baar mujhe bs itna bta dijiye ki kya mil rha hai aapko mujhe yun stakar...
Arey itni sja to qatil ko b nhi deta...use b faasi  dekar uski aziyat km kr di jati hai...
Kya mai itni buri hun ki aap mujhe sja b nhi dena chahte...
Pls...ab to laut aaiye...
Bs ek baar aa jaiye uske baad mai aapko kahi nhi jane doongi.
Laut aaiye Shaji...pls.

DECEMBER,23/2007
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""...DIL TADAP UTHTA HAI TERE AANE K ANDESE SE,
TU BHI MERI KHWAHISH ME JRA SA BESBR HO JA...!!"
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"KOHINOOR,tumhe kaise gane psnd hain...?"
"mujhe...bewfaai wale gane psnd hain Shaji.."
" kyo...??,mai bewafa ho jaunga to gaogi..?"
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Kahaan khabar thi mujhe us wqt ki ek din aap schmuch bewfa ho jayenge.
....aapko gye 1 saal poora ho chuka hai Shaji...!
Mujhe aapki bahut yaad aati hai...
Subah mai jb school jane k liye taiyaar hoti hun to aapki baten mere kano'n me sargoshiyaan si krti hain ki,"

DECEMBER/31/2008
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""...DECEMBER JB BHI LAUTA HAI
MERE UDAAS KMRE ME,
MERE BISTAR PE RAKHI HUI
KITABEN BHEEG JATI HAIN...""
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...mai haar rhi hun Shajarf!!...sayad khud se khud hi ki jng me.
Jindgi ne mujhse kbhi kuch cheena nhi tha na...sayad isiliye aapki ehmiyat ka ehsaas nhi tha.
...mgar ab mujhe aapki kmi bahut chubhti hai..
Mai aapka sath to kho chuki hun lekin meri yadon me aaj b aap mere sath-sath chlte hain...
Aur dekhiye na..is diary ko mai jb kholti hun to aapke sath gujara ek-ek lmha meri nazron k saamne se gujarta chla jata hai...
Yadon k is sfar me aap hmesha mere sath rahenge...is diary ka hr panna bs aapki yadon se mehkega...
...Aur apni jindgi ka tmaam sfar mai aapki khoobsurat yadon k sath tai krungi...
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"...TERE NAAM LIKHE WO SARE PAL,
KI JIN PALO'N ME MENE JIYA HAI
ZINDGI KO..."

AUGUST/3/2010
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"...KUCH KAM RAUSAN HAI CHAANDNI,
KUCH KAM GEELI HAIN BARISHEN,
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KUCH KM LEHRATI HAI HWA,
KUCH KM HAIN DIL ME KHWAHISHEN
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THAM SA GYA HAI YE WQT AISE,
MERA DIL HI THEHRA HO JAISE.
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KYO MERI SAANS HAI KUCH BHEEGI SI,
KYO DOORIYON SE HUI NAJDIKI SI
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JANE KYA BAAT HAI,
HAR SUBAH AB RAAT HAI
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PHOOL MEHKE NHI KUCH GUMSUM SE HAIN
JAISE ROOTHE HUE KUCH HMSE HAIN
FIJAYEN KHAMOS HAIN
KHUSHBUYEN DHAL GAI'N...
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""SATH JO TUM NHI,,,
.....TO KUCH BHI NHI"
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....Is barish k mausam me to aap aur bhi shiddat se yaad aate hain Shaaji!!
...itna ki meri aankhon se bhi brsaat hone lgti hai..
Aur meri aankhon ka ye sawan...mausam bdalne k baad bhi bdalta.

DECEMBER/15/2011
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""...TABDEELI JAB BHI AATI HAI,
MAUSAM KI ADAO'N ME....
...KISI KA YUN BDAL JANA,
BAHUT HI YAAD AATA HAI...""
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...Ab mai aapse laut aane k liye nhi kahungi...kyoki mai jaanti hun ki aap nhi aayenge.
Meri koi ehmiyat nhi hai aapki njar me...mai aapke liye kuch bhi nhi hun Shajarf!
...mera maan na hai ki jo cheej hmari hai wo kho k bhi mil jayegi...mgar jo hmare liye nhi hai use to milke bhi kho jana hai...
Fir afsos kaisa??
Ek baar..bs ek baar mujhe ye pta chl jaye ki aap khokar kbhi miloge,ya kho jane k liye mile they to sayad meri uljhan km ho jaye.
Aapke jane k baad ye 5 saal maine kis trah gujara hai ye mere dil k alava koi nhi jaanta...
"SATH CHALTE-CHALTE HMARE RAASTE BDAL JAYEN LEKIN MERA PYAR KBHI NHI BDLEGA.."
Yhi kaha tha na aapne?
Pyar bdalta hi kb hai Shajarf? Bdalte to log hain jaise aap bdal gye hain.
Aapse ek gujarish hai Shaji...
Ab kisi ki njron me pyar k ye jhoothe khwaab mt sjaiyega...kyoki pyar k ye khwaab nigahen bahut hsrato'n se sjati hain..
Lekin jb ye khwaab toot jate hain to nigahe khoon k aansu bahati hain....
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