kya usko farq padta hoga........

ye kahani nhi meri zindagi ki haqiqat hai main ye nhi keh skti ki usko ab kuch farq padta hoga pr meri zindagi to ab khatm si hi hai..............meri zindagi ki kahani shuru hui thi ya yun kaho ki maine zindagi ko jeena hi 4 saal phle shuru kiya tha char saal phle meri zindagi me ek ladka aaya...... humare pyar ki shruwat baato se shuru hui....main uske liye kuch bhi karne ko tayaar thi shayd wo ye achche se janta hai.....is liye usne jo khawaish ki wo maine puri ki.........wo garib ghar se tha....main andar se ye jaanti thi ki wo mujhse pyar nhi krta  pr sochti thi ki main isse itna pyar karungi ye khud mujhse pyar ka izzhar karega....hum milte rhe aur meri zindagi ka wo din bhi aaya jb usne ye kabul kiya ki wo mujhse bohat pyaar karta hai..........aur meri zindagi ne ek prem kahani ka roop liya..........aaj wo mere pass nhi hai......pr mujhse dur bhi nhi  bohat kuch aisa hua jo nhi hona chiye tha main ............aaj mere ghar me mujhe comp. ph.  kuch bhi use krne ki izzazat nhi hai bohat hai jo likhna chahti hu......pr time nhi...yahan  me likh rhi hu kyuki maine yahan kahani padhi thi ek sachche shaksh ki sachchi prem kahani...jo mujhe kuch apni tarah lagi....jise padhke bohat roi...... aur socha yahan likh shayd kuch sukoon mile......baaqi kuch baad me likhungi shuqriya dil se shuqriya krti hun main is site ka.

hello Wazida ji,

bahut achcha laga dekh k ki aap wapas aayi yo pe aur apne dil ka haal humse share kiya... humein bahut achcha lagaa... pyaar ka koi matlab nahi hota... pyaar me sirf pyaar hota hai.... kisi se aap ye poochhe ki pyaar ka matlab kya hai, jaruri nahi ki usko matlab pata ho... par agar wo aapke ehsaason ko mehsus kar sake aapko samajh sake to isi ka naam pyaar hota hai....

aur bahut pyaare lines share kiye hain aapne.... shukriya....!!!

Yunhi jab mauka mile apne is diary pe kuch na kuch likhte raha kijiye. Hum bhi padh liya karenge aur aapka dil bhi halka hota rahega....!!!

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