Hello dosto,
Aap sabko mera namaskar...
M fir aayii hu aap sbko apne se rubru krane..
Aiye suniye meri khud k khani "Mera dard"
Bchpan se mata pita bcho ka itaa khyà l rkhty h, khushiya dete h.. ki hume kisi ki cheez ki kamii mehsus nae hoti.
Lekein jab hum pdhne ke liye bde bade schools jaty h, wha hmare ache dost bnty hai aise hi mje bhi koi mili jiska naam toh ni btaugi but aap sab usey anu keh skty h.Wo mjhe 11th m mili. Kaafi achi dosti thi hmari. Hum kafi khush thy. Sath lunch krna, hath pakdke ghumna, gano m batein krna ye hmara roj ka kaam tha. Meri iti achi dost thi wo ki m usey apna sb kch manne lgi. koi usku burai kehta mein sunn na pati.
Aise hi samay bitt gya 12th b khtm ho gae aur hum bichd gae. Mein fir bhi uss sey baat krna nae bhuli. Mere din k suruat uske Gud morning wale msg se hoti thi.Wo meri best friend bann chuki thi. But coaching k liye mjhe bahar jana pda m wha bhi usey baat krti sochti anu hi wo h jisey m har cheez share kar skti hu. Lekien sayad m galat thi.
wo bdlne lgi phle hum 4-4 ghnty fon pe bitaty thy. M usey sb btati k aaj m kya kya kii.
Tym bdlne lga wo b bdlne lgi mje pta hi nae chalà kab uski zindgi m ek aesa saks aa gya jisne usey mjhe cheen liya. Mjhe to ye pta b ni chla. m akeli rhne lgi koi ni tha jisey m bta skku k aaj m kya ki. mmy papa call ni krty thy sochty thy meri pdhai disturb hogi. but wo kya jane m iss akele pan m ghut ti chali gae. m ukhdi ukhdi rhne lgi.
fb chalati thi. wha mjhe ek bhà ut acha dost mila jo aaj tk mera dost h. manti hu wo ek ldka h, lekien wo kám se kam mjhe dhoka to ni dia. lekien aaj b jb wo nae hota m tut jatii hu. Sach bolti hu mera wo dost mere liye bhaut importañt hai. Isliye ni k wo merà dost hai balki isliye kyuki wo mera sacha dost hai.
anu ka pyaar jb rulata usey wo mere paas aa jati hai lekinn ek br bhi wo ye ñi sochhi jb wo mjhe rota hua chodi tab mjhe koñ smhala hoga. anu k liye uska pyr important hai but mujh pagal k liye aaj b wo imp h.
mera dost khta h goli maà ro ese dosto ko. lekin m pagal usko khtii hu yaar wo meri best friend h. m aaj b uska wo dard leke ghumti hu jo kbi b aasu bnkar aa jata hai. mene to koi glti ni k fir b kyu sb mjhe igñore krty h janty h kyu ?
kyuki m unn sab k trh moj masti ñi karti mein simple life jiti hu aur wo mjhe pasand h..
dosto bas itna kà hugi k dosti kro toh isey akhir tak nibhao..
dost bà ar baar ñà e milty
gud nyt
all of u
Meghna
dear meghna,
aap ki daastaan padhi aur mujhe takleef hui per main ye kahna chaahoon gi ke aap practical soch ke saath zindagi mein aage chale.n ye wo zamaana nahin hai jo ek insaan doosre ke liye itna possessive ho jaaye. aur haan ek baar shaadi ho jaaye to insaan apni family me.n zayada simat kar rahta hai dost to rahte hain per commtment waisa nahin hota jaise bachelor zindagi me.n hota hai. aur jaisa ki aapne kaha aap ki so called dost ka ek boy friend hai to zahir hai uska jhhukao usi ki taraf hoga aap iss baat ko itna seriously na lo aaur apni zindagi ke baare me.n socho yehi acha hai, infact,ek ladki ke liye uska husband aur bachche se zayada kuch nahin hota aur most of the woman enjoy this relatinship. so prepare you self to forget past and proceed with new enthusiasm......life is more beautiful depends how do you handle it.
so cheer up 
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on eTI community..
