Ak Lamha ak Dard.....masoom:Miscellaneous Shayri

kash aaj maut aa jaye.
Ya m esi tarah bike chalata rahu or ye es hi tarah mere kandhe pe sar rakhkar baithi rahe.
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Shan jane kin khayalo me khoya hua tha. Wo aaj jane kiyo en lamho ko amar kr lena chahta tha.
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" kya sabji gift karni h use"
rani ko uske dimaag pe sak hone laga tha.
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Use to wese bhi lagta tha ki shan ke mind ka koi wire ud chuka h.
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Or aaj jab wo apne dost ki biwi ke liye gift kharidne use sabji mandi le aaya to uska sak hakikat me badalne laga.
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Or shan bechare jo khawabo ke safar pe nikla huaa tha use rani ki aawaj ne hakikat ki jami pe laa patka.
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Or hakikat kafi sangeen thi fir bhi wo sambhala or bola..
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" wo jab tumne kisi jgah ka naam nhi btaya esiliye .." shan ke lafjo ke sath chehre pe bhi sarmindagi thi
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" wese janeman gift khareedna to ak bhana tha.
asal me mujhe kuch wakat tere sang bitana tha" shan fir tarang me aa chuka tha
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"tum apni juban band hi rakhkha karo.
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Jab tumhara chehra hi achcha nhi to bat hi achchi kar liya karo"
rani shan pe tanj karne ka use be-izzat karne ka koi mauka hath se nhi jaane deti thi.
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Or shan uski kisi baat ko dil pe leta hi nhi tha. Rani ko kabhi apni kahi huyi baat pe sarmidagi ho jati par shan ke chehre pe muskurahat dekhkar. Uska dil halka ho jaata tha.
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" chehra to bhut achcha h mera bus kabhi muhabbat se ak najar dalke dekho dil na ulat jaye to naam bdal dena" shan ne muskurate huye jwab diay tha.
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" monkey kaisa rahega" rani dil jlane wali muskurahat chehre pe laate huye booli
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" bhut khoob rahega . Tumhara chehra bilkul bandar sa lagta h."
shan ne uske jaal me usi ko kaid kr diya tha.
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" or tumhara bilkul gadhe ke jaisa lagta h." rani bhi kha pheeche rahne wali thi. Usne bhi heesab brabr kar liya tha.
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Shan 5 feet 9 inch lamba.
Bhare huye badan ka bahut khosurat nojawan tha.
Sabse khoobsurat uski neeli aankhe thi jinhone.
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Bhut si hasina- ao se unki neende cheen li thi.
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College me to ak larki uski etni deewani thi ki wo to uske ghar bhi aa pahunchi thi. Shan ki mammi ne shan ko shadishuda btakr kisi trah usse picha churaya tha.
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Or rani to etni khobsurat thi ki use dekhkar faristo ka bhi eman dool jaye.
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Pith se niche tak aate huye kale syah rat se bal.
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Gol chehra. Choti si nak or kali aankhe.
Use dekhkr lagta tha ki khuda se use fursat se bnaya tha.
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Shan or rani ke papa bhut gahre dost the.
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Etne gahre ki ghar bhi pas pas hi banwaye the.
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Dono ke ak ak hi aulad thi .
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Shan ko rani ke mammi papa bhut chahte the. To rani ko shan ki mammi papa shan se jyada pyar karte the.
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Sab muhabbat se rahte the par rani or shan me ak lamhe ko nahi banti thi.
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Or en hi larai chagro me shan rani ko kab dil ki raani bna baitha use khud bhi pata na chala tha.
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Par rani ko wo ak aankh nhi bhata tha.
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" rani beta tumhari aunty tumhe bula rahi thi, un ki taraf ho aao"
mammi ne rani se kha tha.
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"ok m ja rahi hu" rani usi wakat shan ke ghar ke liye nikal pari thi.
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Road cross karke saamne samne hi shan ka ghar tha
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" are rani beti tum aa gayi" shan ki mammi ne use dekhte huye kha tha.
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"ji aap ka paigam mile or ham na aaye aesa ho sakta h bhala.
." rani ne maska lagaya
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"aaj mene halwa bnaya h jao shan ko jga do sab saath khayege"
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Rani ne shan ke kamre me aa gayi.
Jha sha nhi tha wo use na pakr palatne hi wali thi ki uski nazar. Samne rakhkhi huyi diary pe gayi .
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Uske dil me jane kya aaya ki usne use uthaya or parne lagi.
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Or jaise hi usne use pra uske sar pe aasman gir pra wo chakra ke baithti chali gayi.
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(countinue)