Mai sochta hoon kya jindagi mein maine paya

Mai sochta hoon kya jindagi mai maine paya
Jeevan bhar kya poonji ko maine hai jamaya

Keval hisab lagane mein laga raha umar bhar
Na kissi ka dukh banta na so paya sukh bistar par

Apna swarth logo ne sidhdh kiya mujhe upyog kar
Mai bhola na samajh paya koi chal jeevan bhar

Patni budhape mein poochhe kya laga hath tumhare
Kya koi taras khayega humare jeevan ke iss phatehal pe

Lekin ak sukun hai mujhe apnee nihswath imandari par
Varna mai bhi chakki pees raha hota kisi tihar jail par

Yahi hai meri kamai umar bhar ki jo sath mere jaygi
Kam se kam yahi meri sampati mehfil mein jikra chalaaaayegi

Kya hoga marne par jala diya jaunga kissi samshan pe
Na hoga koi sath denewala vahan tak mere janaje pe

Par jo chamak aaj chehre pe mere hai chhayee rehti
Vo kam na hogi marne par bhi mere khud ke chehre se

  

thanx saini ji

 
bahut gehre ehsaas bayaan kiya hai aapne

thanx aqsh ji