mera sach..2

ab din kuch jawaan hue
shaam achi lagti thi...
chup chup ke sapne dekhne me
ratein saja karti thi...

ladke ladki ka fark
ab samazh aane laga
kisi khoobsurat se
dil lagane ko jee chahane laga..

us par tha padhai ka saya
jo har waqt darata tha
future ko apne soch kar
sapne sajaya karta tha...

maa papa ko har sukh du main
har khushi unhe nazar karaun..
aisa kaam karu ki
naam unka roshan kar paun..

isiliye tution me main
padhne jaya karta tha..
maths aur science me
dil dimmag khapaya karta tha..

ek dost tha purana
jo har waqt mujhe chidhata tha..
kalman khan keh kar
mujhe bulaya karta tha..

hasti thi uski behen bhi
usi ki baat pe..
aur uski ek friend thi
jo dhyaan na deti thi is baat pe..

mera dil bhi bas
usi ki taraf jhukne laga
marks ka to pata nahi
attendence puri karta tha..

man hi man usko
itna pyar karne laga..
bas vo hi ek hai jivan lakshya
aisa main samajhne laga..

kash us din baarish na hoti
kash vo mere sang gaadi me baithi na hoti
na vo pyar pagalpan banta
na vo pagalpan mera dimaag kharab karta..

raat din bas aankho me
usi ke sapne chaye the..
us ko muskurata dekhne ke liye
jaane kitne jokes sunaye the...

asli khushi tab hui
jab har jagah vo dikhne lagi
uske siva kisi bhi ladki me
meri dilchasbi nahi rahi...

6 mahine baad itna mujhe yakin hua tha
pyar shayad yehi hai
aur maine SACHA pyar kia tha...

socha kaise bataun usko
mujhme itni himmat na thi..
achanak fir yaad ayya
14 feb nazdeek hi thi..

socha us din to koi
kisi ka dil na todega
itteffaq se usi din tution ka
extra period arrange hua..

main saatve aasman par tha
kya karu kaise kahu
yehi sochta tha
12 baar likhne ke baad
ek letter final kiya..

laal rang se likha tha use
nile rang se sajaya tha
har akshar me pyar bharkar
ek ek jazbaat usme utara tha..

tution khatam hone ke baad
maine bahane se use vo letter diya
aur uske padne se pahle hi
bhane se vaha se bhaag gaya...

ghoom ke uske piche hi
ped ki oht me chip gaya
likha tha usme
"haan hai to rakhlo
naa h to chod kar chali jao
aur kuch kehna hai to vahi ruko
main samne aa jaunga"

usne vo letter pada
aur vahi khadi rahi
udhar m to jam ke barf hua
mujh me bhi jaane ki himmat na hui..

phir usne us letter ke piche kuch likha
aur chali gai mera bag vahi chod kar
maine jab dekha to vishvash na hua
gayi thi vo mera dil tod kar...

"10th board ke paper h
abhi main in chakkaro me nahi padna chahti"
in shabdo se jo dard hua
usme koi dawa kaam nahi aati

maine ghar pohach kar use phone kiya
vo boli jo bolna tha vo maine letter par likh diya

samajh na aya kya kaaru
mar jaane ko jee kiya
par fir se us maa ki yaad ne
mujhe jine ka karan diya..

toot chuka tha andar se is baar
ab josh na mere jivan me tha
us dost ka kalmaan khan kehna
shayad theek hi tha..

mere board ke paper to
 jaise taise beet gaye
acha score kar sakta tha par
 71 percent me hi simat gaye...

toote dil toote atm vishvas ke sath aage bada
ma baap ke siva
koi man ka sahara bhi nahi tha..

very nice, achhi bayan ki hai apnee kahani

v nice..... but aatam vishwas mat tutane dena...aap ki post main jo ladki ne kaha hai wo sahi hai...es post k mutavik hero ko abhi apne carrier per focus karna chahiye...