sifar --- cipher...!!!

ek jhalak unki dekhne ko ye dil tarasta hai

talking-eating-working-laughing
living the drama, acting as people want me to
betraying my own self
lying to what i feel deep down
am i even LIVING??? or is that also a LIE???

ek arsa ho gaya hai muskuraake, aansoo ki tamanna bhi nahi hai ab tho

thinking of "why i have to undergo this???"
brain just stops
can hear my own heart thumping
so loud and so f**kin harsh
ALIVE am i??? still thinking…

ek tho ye yaadein hain, aur us par jeene ki saza bhi mil gai

standing amongst the crowd of faces
seeing what my eyes show
nothing enters my insides
all looks so dammed immaterial
DEATH doesnt come eazy

ek sawaal baar baar uthta hai , kya abhi bhi hame dard hota hai???

ripping my own self into pieces
shreds of past in front of me
not complaining of pain
now thats a part of me
BLOOD aint quenching my THIRST, why???

bas EK baar ham ko choo lo, sukoon ki maut de do

yup!!! thats how this f**kin madness is
lunacy in its own way
why is it so that what we wish for is what we NEVER get???
anyways, stopped "wishing" long ago
now i just DIE, some call it LIFE




na raat kat-thi hai
na din ka pata hota hai
na saba roshan karti hai
na sehar ka hosh hota hai

bas EK hi khayaal rehta hai
SIRF ek hi khayaal rehta hai

might i be destined to concur this wretched earth
but all im wishing for is just ONE SINGLE TOUCH




...peace!!!