Ehsaas-e-Shayerana- Haal-e-Zindagi

Kuch hawayen yun chali
Musibathoon ki tab
Jo bikhra gayi zindagi ke
panhon ko sab.

Na nishaan unke mile
jinpay likhi thi
khushiyan meri
phir palat tha hun
kaghazon ko kyun
gar khabar nahi
sujhegi ye uljhanon ki
door kab.

har subha yun uththa hun
haoslon ko jutaye mai abb
derr  raath waqt guzare
sochtha hun kamiyabi
aakir milegi kab.

Wo pal bhi aye ke ummidon ki
lehren chali thi mujhpay
phirsay mayusi dikhi
phir nakami ne jakda
abbhi wahin khada hun
jahan say chala tha tab

kuch ranjishi hai khudsay
kuch dushmani bhi khudsay
kyun na sahara dhunda maine
jab toofanon ne
roond diya tha sab.

Abbhi khwahishon ke baagh mai
khada hun
khilthey gulabon ko dekhtha
bas kuch iraade kiye jo zaiban
phool bhi murjhagaye sab.

Na husn may hai dil lagtha
na kisi ke khwab aurr hain
na koi shaukh hai dil may
aurr na koi hasrathon bhi hai matlab.


zaro-barr ahaton say
dartha hai jigar mera yun
ke koi aurr na khabar buri ho
aurr mai sehath bhi harjaaun
jo kuch bachii hai abb.

Jhijhak ke muskuraatha hun
mehfil may doston ki
ke yaar na pooch baithen
is khushi ki daawath hai kab.

shohrath tho kho ke baitha tha
abb izzath ki ayi hai baari
bas bachalun isko kuch karke
tho bhuka bhi rehlunga abb.

aurr kya haal sunaun
apni tang dasthi ka
bas koshish mai hun
ke khoya hai jo
wo paalun mai sab
wo paalun mai sab.

painful.....dnt ever loose hope,...nice written.....

Bahut Knoob