KHUDI

Khudi

Khudi say hai wajood-e-adam
Phir issay itnaa inkaar kyuN hai
Khud jwaab bun kay chamktaa hai yeh swaal
Phir sadioN say ispay itnaa taqraar kyuN hai

Khudi maqaam-e-ahsaas-inthaa
Khudi zauq-e-bedaari-e-insaaN
Khudi tam_ddun ki nighabaan
Khudi zauq-e-parwaa ka naam

Khudi ka des ik zammen-e-zarkhayz
Khirad ka shajar aur ahsaas ka samara
Aisay gulshanoN main palee khudi ki umr

Khudi jab raushan ho aaftaab ki maanNid
Khuda bun jaati hai
Khudi gar bhtak jayay raah-e-ilam say benoor parstish main
GunaaH bun jaati hai

Bahut naazuk-o-b_land hai raah-seerat-e-khudi
Neechay gehri aNdhairi hai gaphalut ki nadee

Pehlay uthlay paanioN par pul banaanaa
Hosh apnay ko aazmaanaa
Phir daraaoN par ja kay dohraanaa
Tub seeraat-e-khudi par aanaa

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Give it some time to go inside you.I hope u will enjoy it.
Brijinder"sagar"

As asked,I am giving the meaningsof difficult words here:
1.Maqaam-e-ehsaas-inthaa--Place of extreme emotions

2.Zauq-e-bedaar-e-insaaN-- The passion of human being to  become conscious

3.Tamd.dun- Civilisation

4.Nighabaan:  Custodian

5.Zauq-e-parwa- Passion to fly

6.Zameen-e-zarkhaiz-  Fertile soil

7.Shajar- tree

8.Samar- Fruit

9.Aaftaab- Sun

10.Benoor parstish- Blind belief

11.Raah-e-seeraat-way to seeraat which is a mythical bridge to the entrance of heavens.
I hope these meanings will make thepoem more enjoyable
Brijinder

I am sure with the time,the poem will reveal itself to you,in a osmosis like mental process.
Brijinder