Adhoori aarju..

Ek chehra..jo hmesha shaam hote hi kuch gehri sochon me doob jata,khoi khoi si aankhen..bikhre baal..zabt-e-gm ki jeeti jaagti tasveer...ek bejaan si mayushi chalakti thi uske chehre se..jaise use kisi ka intjaar ho..kisi apne ka jo bichar gya ho,,ek aks jo kuch vade krke wqt ki dhundh me kho gya ho..whi ek chehra,whi ek aawaaj..jisme usne apna sara wajood samet lia tha..jaise ek aadat si ho gai thi uske aavaaj ki..us ek aavaaj ko sunne ki aarju liye wo apna pl pl tkleef se gujaarti..jb raat aati to uski bechaini aur bdhne lgti..halaat se mjboor vo us tk pahunch b nhi pati..jaise usse sare hq cheen liye gye hon..aaj b yhi aalam tha,usi ajab si kaifiyat me mubtela uski soch gehrane lgi..ek bdgumani si dil pe chane lgi..jaise usko khone ka ehsaas uske dil ko tkleef de rha tha..aakhon me aansu qaid kiye wo apne bdgumaniyon se larne lgi..isi ehsaas me gum apne aapko smjhati rhi thi ke uska ek aansu uski bdgumani pe saq ki mohar lga dega..bs apne aapko hausla deker wo sone ki kosis krne lgi..ek dua uske honthon se besakhta nikli ki ya khuda uske dil me meri chahat brkaraar rkhna..usko vapas aana hai hr haal me!! Vo labon pr yhi baat liye,us phone ko apne hath me liye..ek hsrat se uski aavaaj sunne ki talab liye sone ki kosis krne lgi..apne mehboob ki baton ko dil se lgaye baithi thi ki vo aaega..kisi b qeemat pr usse milne vo vapas jaroor aayega........Raat k us snnate me achanak ghanti ki aavaaj gunjne lgi..wo chaunk gai kyoki usi ka door bell aj rha tha..kisi ki aavaaj darvaje k us paar sunai de rhi thi..alfaaj saaf nhi they mgar fir bhi..bechain hoker usne paaglon ki trah drvaja khol dia.........Saamne vhi aavaaj,vhi chehra tha..apne pyar ko apne saamne dekhkar besakhta usse lipatke rone lgti hai..jaise koi khwaab dekh rhi ho..kuch keh nhi pati..bs aankhon se ask ravaa hote hain..jajbaat k beintha sailaab ko rokna muskil to tha hi..so jehan k is jbardst kashmkash me vo behosh ho gai..kuch der baad jb usko hosh aaya to junoon me tari uske ehsaas use usse door jane nhi de rhe the..bs isi kaifiyat me uske baahon me simtne lgi..uske saanson ki aavaaj,uske bahon ki giraft me vo apna wajood fir se khone lgi..apne pyar ko apne paas mehsoos krke vo ek gehri nind me kho gai...........Ek baar fir jor se ghanti bajne lgi..nind me aisa mehsoos hua phone nhi koi hathauda uske sar pe bras rha ho..na chahte hue b phone ka javaab dene ki kosis ki..apni dost ki aavaaj sunke vo chaunki..."uth ja!! Subah ho gai hai mai aadhe ghante me pahunchti hun,kya abi tk khwabon ki duniya me ho..?"..hlki si muskurahat aur nind ki khumari me uske munh se nikla.."aaj haqikat to mere paas hi hai" aur apne pyar ko mehsoos krne ki kosis me bistar tatolne lgti hai...ki ek skta sa tari ho gya!! Bistar pr to vhi garm ehsaas tha jaise kisi ka vajood usse simat k so rha tha...mgar njar uthi to bistar khali..ek skte ka aalam!! Dewaangi tari ho gai thi..sehmi si,lb b nhi khul rhe they..aur uski dost ki aavaaj jaise uske sare wajood ko bikher rhi thi.."ye kya keh rhi hai tu..? Use to mare hue kai saal ho gye hain..!! Ab tu jaagte hue bhi khwaab dekhne lgi kya..?"  ..................."""MAUT CHAHE INSAAN KI HO YA KHWAHISHON KI....BAHUT TAKLEEF DETI HAI....ADHOORI AARJU EK SARAAB KI TRAH WAJOOD ME BHATAKTI REHTI HAI"""

Ye hr us ldki ki kahani hai..jise mohabbat me dard-e-judai ya dard-e-bewafai mili ho!!

Ye mene nhi likha...ise mene mehsoos kia hai dil se...

ye imagine thoughts nh ho skte, ye real story h.........

koi mod nahi hai aisa noor
……raaste jahan kho jate ho

zindagi kahan kabhi rukti hai
…bas zindagiwale ruk jate hain!!
kisi ke jhuthe wade par
…jeewan haar wo jate hain !!!
tu to abhi ek bachchi hai
…aye nadan tu na soch gahri bato ko akal se tu abhi kachchi hai!!

ooo babaa……

na ji……
tanz nai kia aapki sdmajh par
taras aya hume apni samajh par
!!!