apne lahoo ki muntazir talwaar hi hoon main (zarra)

dostoN, phir junooN meiN ek aur ghazal bak di hai, padhne ka dard seh lijiyegaa.

kyuNki ye gham e dil ka bayaan hai isliye kucchh uljhee huee ho shayad ... shayad raddee ki tokree ke hi laayak hai, par ussey bhi apna puraanaa yaaraana hai

(rozmarra ki zabaan se alag kucchh alfaaz istemaal kiye hain jinka tarjumaan aakhir mein hai.)

arz kiya hai ...


khud apnee tamaanaoN ka gaddaar hee hooN maiN
phir kiskaa juz azaab talabgaar hee hooN maiN

apne ilaaj-e-gham se to bezaar hee hooN maiN
pur-dard jaankar gham-e-aghyaar hee hooN maiN

khud apne nakhunoN se zakhmkaar hee hooN maiN
qaabil naheeN hifaazat-o-teemaar hee hooN maiN

apnee gahan ke naap ka phandaa hooN ek maiN
apne lahoo ki muntazir talwaar hee hooN maiN

wo bhee ye maantaa hai ki maanooN n kucchh use
maanaa ki zamaane ka gireftaar hee hooN maiN

jitne hee be-maze se shauq aazmaaya tha
utne junooN se kar rahaa begaar hee hooN maiN

aaNkhoN meiN pyaar lab pe haNsee kyuN na talaashooN
maanaa khadaa huwa sar-e-baazaar hee hooN maiN

maqsad n sukhan-e-soz-e-gham ka arz-e-mehr hai
ghamkhwaar hooN apna n tarafdaar hee hooN maiN

zarra n hooN bad-mast to kaise kahooN b uzr
maiN bhee hooN duniyadaar bas maikhwaar hee hooN maiN


juz = other than, azaab = punishment, talabgaar = desirous, pur-dard = full of pain, aghyaar = others / antagonists, gahan = neck, teemaar = nursing, muntazir = waiting for, begaar = bonded labour, sukhan-e-soz-e-gham = narrating the intense pain of sorrow, arz-e-meher = plea for mercy, bad mast = drunk, b uzr = as pretext, maikhwaar = alchoholic

bahut hi umda urdu farmati hai aap agar nneche sabd na hote to samajhna muskil tha but gr8 1 ,

khud apne hi lahu ki tujhe pyaas kyn hai,
E- dost tu aaj itni udaas kyn hai
maana ki zindgi gumo se bhari hai,
tab bhi jami ke upar ye aakash kyn hai.
jaante hai saath chodegi humari zindgi
phir bhi humein zindgi ki talaash kyn hai...

shukriya dost. khushi huee aapko pasand aayee. apke aashaar bhi umda hain, aur inhein likhkar aapne jo izzatafzaaee ki uska behad shukrguzaar hoon.