hate myself for loving u

if falling in love with you is a mistake
then i'll commit it again n again......
if falling in love causes stress and strain
then i am ready to bear all this pain....

i dont and will never know what is love
i only know the few moments spent with you..
if those were the moment of love, then i'll say
i love myself for loving a person like you

....i cant sleep and now dont wanna sleep....
as i found you, all my dreams hav come true....
never say , you cannot walk wid me anymore..
i want to be wid you till the heavens door..

.............you may think that your identity is changed
...............you may think that world has come to an end
................in front of others you need not  pretend
........as your identity is strong as stone, not sand
...........never feel guilty ,you never ever feel alone
becoz someone is always there to hold your hand

.................in the happier moments of life with you
this boy may play games ,........... may run and hide
.......never think that he is betraying you, coz when
noone will be with you, you'll find him by your side

My tears have dried up,
I feel lonely and empty inside.
All those tears that ran down my cheeks,
all the thoughts of you, oh how I loved you…

all is gone, all in one heartbeat,
the passion that ran through my veins,
waiting for you, it’s cold, and lonely here inside

why did you have to kill the love I nursed for you?
I would have given everything for you,
and now, the sound of your name leaves me cold,
where there was once a leaping heart at the thought of you…

I wish I could tell you I still feel the same,
but then I would have to tell a lie,
something I hate doing even to you,
something which became a habit of you…
drifting from your lips into thin air.

I used to love you…

nm

nice ones nishi


in a twinkle for an eye
she came into my life
she made me feel on top of the world
she made herself my center of attration
she made me feel I was everything

I thought I was happy
I thought I was everything
I never knew I was tripping on illussion

like a lighting she dump me
she spoiled my happness
the one I love is gone
in love I believe so much
love I thought was blind
love was everything...........

nm

...............very nice nishita..................

thanks amrita and salma

WHEN I SAW YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO TALK TO YOU
WHEN I TALKED TO YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO HOLD YOU
WHEN I HELD YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO LOVE YOU
NOW THAT I LOVE YOU...
I'M AFRAID TO LOOSE YOU
SOMETIMES LOVE HURTS
BUT IF IT DOESN'T
THEN IT IS'NT LOVE...
HOLD ON TO THE PERSON YOU LOVE
BEFORE THEY SLIP AWAY...
OR ELSE YOU CAN NEVER GET THEM BACK..
I DIED WHEN YOU LEFT ME...
BUT I LIVED FOR TWO MONTHS WHEN YOU LOVED ME...
UNTILL THERE WAS YOU,
I CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP
WHILE I HAD YOU ,
I FELL ASLEEP WITH A GENTLE SMILE ON MY FACE,
BEFORE I LOST YOU,
I WORRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP,
AND NOW THAT YOU ARE GONE,
...I SIT UP AT NIGHT, WAITING FOR YOU TO COME BACK

nm

nice bond ................ thankssss sanya and salmaa ....................................